{"id":25106316,"date":"2005-12-29T00:38:00","date_gmt":"2005-12-28T23:38:00","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/labidikm.net\/?p=25106316"},"modified":"2025-04-24T20:43:55","modified_gmt":"2025-04-24T18:43:55","slug":"summer-in-the-homeland-1982","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/labidikm.net\/en\/summer-in-the-homeland-1982\/","title":{"rendered":"Summer in the Homeland: 1982"},"content":{"rendered":"<h2 data-start=\"0\" data-end=\"38\"><strong data-start=\"4\" data-end=\"36\">Summer in the Homeland: 1982<\/strong><\/h2>\n<p data-start=\"40\" data-end=\"358\">I have just completed reading the 300 translated pages of my book in French, <em data-start=\"77\" data-end=\"128\">&#8220;Tunisia&#8230; A Journey of a Nation&#8230; and a Life.&#8221;<\/em> The depth and accuracy of the translation go beyond mere words\u2014it captures the very essence of my experiences, as if reliving them firsthand.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"360\" data-end=\"617\">Here, I share a short excerpt from the translation, featuring a conversation between <strong data-start=\"512\" data-end=\"528\">Saleh Karkar<\/strong> and my sister <strong data-start=\"543\" data-end=\"553\">Samira<\/strong> during my visit to <strong data-start=\"573\" data-end=\"591\">Nadhour Prison<\/strong> in <a href=\"https:\/\/en.wikipedia.org\/wiki\/Bizerte\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Bizerte<\/a> in <strong data-start=\"606\" data-end=\"614\">1982<\/strong>.<\/p>\n<h3 data-start=\"624\" data-end=\"654\"><strong data-start=\"628\" data-end=\"652\">Returning to Tunisia<\/strong><\/h3>\n<p data-start=\"656\" data-end=\"874\">My brothers were preparing to travel to Paris. They, too, wanted to discover life in the West and embark on this unique adventure, which would broaden their horizons and expose them to new and different perspectives.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"876\" data-end=\"1143\">My father, however, found himself <strong data-start=\"910\" data-end=\"919\">alone<\/strong>, having lost almost all his children. Only my younger brother and <strong data-start=\"986\" data-end=\"996\">Samira<\/strong>, my sister, remained with him. She continued to surround him with her <strong data-start=\"1067\" data-end=\"1091\">religious fanaticism<\/strong>, which only worsened his rigid, dogmatic mindset.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1145\" data-end=\"1449\">To avoid further complications, I <strong data-start=\"1179\" data-end=\"1233\">kept my views on the West and Westerners to myself<\/strong> and did not share them with Samira. If I had, she would have once again <strong data-start=\"1306\" data-end=\"1326\">branded me na\u00efve<\/strong>, accused me of <strong data-start=\"1342\" data-end=\"1382\">weakness and submission to the enemy<\/strong>, and repeated the same <strong data-start=\"1406\" data-end=\"1418\">nonsense<\/strong> that had led us all to ruin.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1451\" data-end=\"1635\">But <strong data-start=\"1455\" data-end=\"1498\">she was no longer the woman I once knew<\/strong>, and her words no longer intimidated me\u2014or anyone else in the family. Even my father <strong data-start=\"1584\" data-end=\"1617\">no longer heeded her opinions<\/strong> as he once did.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"1637\" data-end=\"1926\">At times, he treated her <strong data-start=\"1662\" data-end=\"1695\">as if she were a mere servant<\/strong>, and she could do nothing to oppose him. She now simply lived under his roof, <strong data-start=\"1774\" data-end=\"1799\">dependent on his food<\/strong>, convincing herself with religious justifications:<br data-start=\"1850\" data-end=\"1853\" \/><em data-start=\"1853\" data-end=\"1924\">&#8220;A woman must obey a man, whether he is her husband or her father&#8230;&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<h3 data-start=\"1933\" data-end=\"1966\"><strong data-start=\"1937\" data-end=\"1964\">Visiting Nadhour Prison<\/strong><\/h3>\n<p data-start=\"1968\" data-end=\"2187\">A few days later, <strong data-start=\"1986\" data-end=\"2015\">Samira took me to Bizerte<\/strong>, where <strong data-start=\"2023\" data-end=\"2041\">Nadhour Prison<\/strong> was located. There, her husband was incarcerated along with other Islamists. The place was <strong data-start=\"2133\" data-end=\"2152\">heavily guarded<\/strong>, with armed officers everywhere.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2189\" data-end=\"2447\">Above the prison entrance, <strong data-start=\"2216\" data-end=\"2241\">a massive machine gun<\/strong> stood poised, ready to unleash fire at the slightest suspicious movement. These extreme security measures made it clear <strong data-start=\"2362\" data-end=\"2445\">how seriously the authorities regarded the threat posed by Islamist extremists.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2449\" data-end=\"2693\">We <strong data-start=\"2452\" data-end=\"2494\">passed through multiple security gates<\/strong> and <strong data-start=\"2499\" data-end=\"2514\">checkpoints<\/strong> before reaching the <strong data-start=\"2535\" data-end=\"2554\">visitation area<\/strong>. Samira and her husband <strong data-start=\"2579\" data-end=\"2608\">exchanged a cold greeting<\/strong>\u2014there was no place for love or affection in the life of a committed revolutionary.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2695\" data-end=\"2756\">When he saw me, he exclaimed:<br data-start=\"2724\" data-end=\"2727\" \/><em data-start=\"2727\" data-end=\"2754\">&#8220;Ah&#8230; Karim&#8230; Finally!&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p data-start=\"2758\" data-end=\"3097\">He did not seem to have suffered harsh treatment in prison, though <strong data-start=\"2825\" data-end=\"2868\">his features bore some signs of fatigue<\/strong>. His unwavering faith in the <strong data-start=\"2898\" data-end=\"2920\">Islamic revolution<\/strong> appeared to have preserved both his <strong data-start=\"2957\" data-end=\"2976\">mental strength<\/strong> and <strong data-start=\"2981\" data-end=\"3003\">physical composure<\/strong>. His gaze reflected <strong data-start=\"3024\" data-end=\"3056\">determination and conviction<\/strong> in the inevitability of their victory.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3099\" data-end=\"3165\">Then, he asked me:<br data-start=\"3117\" data-end=\"3120\" \/><em data-start=\"3120\" data-end=\"3163\">&#8220;Have you resisted the devils of Europe?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3167\" data-end=\"3392\">By now, I had mastered the art of <strong data-start=\"3201\" data-end=\"3234\">evading direct confrontations<\/strong>, so I told him what he wanted to hear:<br data-start=\"3273\" data-end=\"3276\" \/><em data-start=\"3276\" data-end=\"3390\">&#8220;I let them approach me, observed them closely, but they never realized that I understood their ridiculous act.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3394\" data-end=\"3672\">Relieved, he responded:<br data-start=\"3417\" data-end=\"3420\" \/><em data-start=\"3420\" data-end=\"3670\">&#8220;Good&#8230; I am very pleased. Listen carefully\u2026 The Tunisian government has turned into a monstrous dictatorship. They imprisoned me even though I am a pure and honest man. They threw me in jail like a stray dog for one simple and legitimate reason.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3674\" data-end=\"3916\"><em data-start=\"3674\" data-end=\"3914\">&#8220;They imprisoned me because I defend the freedom of believers\u2026 Is it a crime to choose to live in obedience to God? I am a victim of the greatest injustice in the absence of true justice. But my imprisonment will serve the Islamic cause.&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p data-start=\"3918\" data-end=\"4150\"><em data-start=\"3918\" data-end=\"4148\">&#8220;Know that other believers have taken up the torch, and soon, the Islamic state will triumph. God\u2019s will shall prevail. In the meantime, continue your studies so that you can participate in the revolution when the time comes&#8230;&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<h3 data-start=\"4157\" data-end=\"4199\"><strong data-start=\"4161\" data-end=\"4197\">A Growing Divide Among Islamists<\/strong><\/h3>\n<p data-start=\"4201\" data-end=\"4372\">After our conversation, <strong data-start=\"4225\" data-end=\"4266\">my brother-in-law pulled Samira aside<\/strong>, and they began whispering. Though they tried to speak discreetly, I caught snippets of their exchange.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4374\" data-end=\"4473\">He was giving her <strong data-start=\"4392\" data-end=\"4419\">instructions and orders<\/strong>, along with <strong data-start=\"4432\" data-end=\"4451\">a list of names<\/strong> she was to contact.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4475\" data-end=\"4694\">Saleh Karkar remained <strong data-start=\"4497\" data-end=\"4545\">in direct contact with the Islamist movement<\/strong>, using <strong data-start=\"4553\" data-end=\"4599\">my sister Samira as his personal messenger<\/strong>. These visits allowed him to continue <strong data-start=\"4638\" data-end=\"4663\">steering the movement<\/strong> from within his prison cell.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4696\" data-end=\"4963\">From what I understood, he was in <strong data-start=\"4730\" data-end=\"4750\">serious conflict<\/strong> with <strong data-start=\"4756\" data-end=\"4777\">Rached Ghannouchi<\/strong>, whom he <strong data-start=\"4787\" data-end=\"4830\">accused of treason at the highest level<\/strong>. In his view, <strong data-start=\"4845\" data-end=\"4906\">Ghannouchi had compromised the principles of the movement<\/strong> and <strong data-start=\"4911\" data-end=\"4960\">hindered the realization of the Islamic state<\/strong>.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"4965\" data-end=\"5113\">Saleh warned Samira that <strong data-start=\"4990\" data-end=\"5047\">Ghannouchi might be a spy for the Tunisian government<\/strong> and that she needed to <strong data-start=\"5071\" data-end=\"5090\">alert the group<\/strong> to this possibility.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5115\" data-end=\"5316\">Ghannouchi, it seemed, was negotiating with the state to <strong data-start=\"5172\" data-end=\"5221\">secure the release of some Islamist prisoners<\/strong>\u2014a move that enraged Karkar, who <strong data-start=\"5254\" data-end=\"5314\">refused to compromise, even at the cost of his own life.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5318\" data-end=\"5370\">Within the prison, <strong data-start=\"5337\" data-end=\"5367\">the Islamists were divided<\/strong>:<\/p>\n<ul data-start=\"5371\" data-end=\"5530\">\n<li data-start=\"5371\" data-end=\"5449\"><strong data-start=\"5373\" data-end=\"5402\">Some supported Ghannouchi<\/strong>, advocating for negotiations with the state.<\/li>\n<li data-start=\"5450\" data-end=\"5530\"><strong data-start=\"5452\" data-end=\"5480\">Others sided with Karkar<\/strong>, refusing any form of discussion or concession.<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n<p data-start=\"5532\" data-end=\"5682\">This <strong data-start=\"5537\" data-end=\"5549\">division<\/strong> eventually led to <strong data-start=\"5568\" data-end=\"5605\">a deep schism within the movement<\/strong>, significantly <strong data-start=\"5621\" data-end=\"5679\">affecting its strategies, policies, and future actions<\/strong>.<\/p>\n<h3 data-start=\"5689\" data-end=\"5727\"><strong data-start=\"5693\" data-end=\"5725\">Samira: A Sheep Without Will<\/strong><\/h3>\n<p data-start=\"5729\" data-end=\"5884\">We returned home, but it was clear that <strong data-start=\"5769\" data-end=\"5812\">Samira remained blindly loyal to Karkar<\/strong>, following his instructions <strong data-start=\"5841\" data-end=\"5881\">like a sheep with no will of her own<\/strong>.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"5886\" data-end=\"6119\">Her daily life revolved around <strong data-start=\"5917\" data-end=\"5938\">serving his needs<\/strong>. A few days before our visit to <strong data-start=\"5971\" data-end=\"5982\">Nadhour<\/strong>, I had seen her <strong data-start=\"5999\" data-end=\"6031\">preparing an elaborate feast<\/strong> for him: roasted chicken, lamb, and an assortment of fruits. It was a <strong data-start=\"6102\" data-end=\"6116\">royal meal<\/strong>.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6121\" data-end=\"6311\">Meanwhile, <strong data-start=\"6132\" data-end=\"6169\">Samira and her two young children<\/strong> barely had enough to eat. They survived <strong data-start=\"6210\" data-end=\"6236\">on a thin, watery soup<\/strong>, unable to afford the luxurious meals she sent to her husband in prison.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6313\" data-end=\"6564\"><strong data-start=\"6313\" data-end=\"6363\">Political prisoners were allowed weekly visits<\/strong>, and the families of <strong data-start=\"6385\" data-end=\"6404\">seven prisoners<\/strong> took turns covering the <strong data-start=\"6429\" data-end=\"6452\">cost of their meals<\/strong>, ensuring that <strong data-start=\"6468\" data-end=\"6562\">these men lived comfortably inside prison\u2014better fed than many ordinary Tunisians outside.<\/strong><\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6566\" data-end=\"6707\">These men did <strong data-start=\"6580\" data-end=\"6624\">nothing but eat, sleep, debate, and pray<\/strong>, while <strong data-start=\"6632\" data-end=\"6653\">women like Samira<\/strong> lived in <strong data-start=\"6663\" data-end=\"6688\">poverty and sacrifice<\/strong> to support them.<\/p>\n<h3 data-start=\"6714\" data-end=\"6758\"><strong data-start=\"6718\" data-end=\"6756\">A Return to My Roots\u2014But Who Am I?<\/strong><\/h3>\n<p data-start=\"6760\" data-end=\"6964\">Despite the <strong data-start=\"6772\" data-end=\"6790\">short duration<\/strong> of my visit, Tunisia <strong data-start=\"6812\" data-end=\"6858\">reminded me that I am Tunisian to my core.<\/strong> No matter how much I tried to integrate into <strong data-start=\"6904\" data-end=\"6922\">French society<\/strong>, I remained deeply tied to my homeland.<\/p>\n<p data-start=\"6966\" data-end=\"7097\" data-is-last-node=\"\" data-is-only-node=\"\">But at the same time, this visit <strong data-start=\"6999\" data-end=\"7050\">rekindled the eternal question that haunted me:<\/strong><br data-start=\"7050\" data-end=\"7053\" \/><em data-start=\"7053\" data-end=\"7097\" data-is-last-node=\"\">&#8220;Who am I? And what do I truly belong to?&#8221;<\/em><\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\" data-start=\"6966\" data-end=\"7097\" data-is-last-node=\"\" data-is-only-node=\"\"><strong>You can also read: <a href=\"https:\/\/labidikm.net\/en\/i-was-angry\/\">I Was Angry<\/a><\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Summer in the Homeland: 1982: I have just completed reading the 300 translated pages of my book in French, &#8220;Tunisia&#8230; <\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":3,"featured_media":25106318,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_et_pb_use_builder":"off","_et_pb_old_content":"","_et_gb_content_width":"","footnotes":""},"categories":[1088],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-25106316","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-culture-and-literature"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/labidikm.net\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25106316","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/labidikm.net\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/labidikm.net\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/labidikm.net\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/3"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/labidikm.net\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=25106316"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/labidikm.net\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/25106316\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/labidikm.net\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/25106318"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/labidikm.net\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=25106316"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/labidikm.net\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=25106316"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/labidikm.net\/en\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=25106316"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}